01 febuary 2002
She still is suffering from the trauma in the accident. Please give her strength and strengthen us in our moments going through the eye of the needle.

02 febuary 2002
This torture, this powerful death of self? Why? The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE. It is such an addictive thing that even people who are not having it wish to experience it and share it with others as well. -From a forwarded e-mail

03 febuary 2002

Hero
by Enrique Iglesias

Would you dance
if I asked you to dance?
Would you run
and never look back?
Would you cry
if you saw me cry?
And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble
if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die
for the one you loved?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Would you swear
that you'll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Oh, I just want to hold you.
I just want to hold you.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by your forever.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.
I can kiss away the pain.
And I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.

04 febuary 2002
In times of defeat, in times of victory, there are people who is there with us. We call them friends.

05 febuary 2002
Today, I've learned how to use Microsoft Access.

06 febuary 2002
One of the penalties for refusing to participate in politics is that you end up being governed by your inferiors. -Plato

07 febuary 2002
Why do you have to run away? Why do you have to be alone? You are fighting for what your heart is telling you. Don't tell me I don't deserve you because we deserve each other. We are at the extremes. I can feel the tears running upon your face. You are not alone in this fight.

08 febuary 2002
Vroom, vroom hear the car zoom! Two sons and their mother makes a rainy day warm. Their are days when the rain is upon us, it's cleansing our soul to put us back again to our true self. Their are people who feel happy with the misfortunes of others. They come into the lives of other people to play their roles. They feel good upon the misery of others. We are able to thank them for playing these roles because they help us ascend to our true life's purpose.

09 febuary 2002
They have left the house. It's time to rebuild and make a home. Harmony, peace, and prosperity. The matriarch's wishes be done. Music is heard in the room and everyone felt a heavenly presence. There's again balance of the elements.

You woke me up in my sleep and I can feel the burdens of your soul. I ask you where you are going? You spoke of nothing. Would you find your way here? The very moment our soulful journeys crossed each other is the time I realized the cosmic fate for the two of us. Do you realize how much you have enriched my life? The adversities we encounter in our lives makes us strong and our bond becomes inseparable. Why did we have to meet at an uncertain moment? They say two points determine a line. I come straight to you with no restraints. Another point was added...where chaos have been brought. Life is like the laws of geometry.

I heard my cell phone beeped and I read this passage...In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on.

10 febuary 2002
Good morning world. The breeze running down from Haleakala gives me the chills of the winter morn. You are asleep with a heavy heart. Let me lift you up and look at the window and greet the birds singing their songs. I feel you from afar. I let you see through my eyes to see what a wonderful world it is. Let's thank the Lord for He is always with us guiding us to come into the Light in our moments of being in darkness.

11 febuary 2002

The 4 Agreements
by Don Miguel Ruiz

Be Impeccable With Your Word
Say only what you mean. The word is the most powerful tool we have as humans. Depending upon how it is used, the word can help us to become free or to enslave us. By practicing impeccability we can clear up communication problems, heal relationships, and create enough personal power to break our old limiting agreements.

Don't Take Things Personally
Each of us lives in our own personal dream, and what we say, what we do, and the opinions we give come from the agreements that we have in our own minds - they have nothing to do with anyone else. By the same token, others' opinions have nothing to do with us, so there is nothing to take personally. When we make the assumption that whatever happens is because of us, we continue to hurt each other and brood about what we call injustice. A huge amount of freedom is gained when we take nothing personally.

Don't Make Assumptions
We make assumptions when we think we know what others mean, or when we think they know what we mean. The problem with making all those assumptions is that we believe them as the truth, and we blame others for the assumptions that we make. We must have the courage to ask what another means, and the courage to say what we really mean. The day we stop making assumptions, we communicate cleanly and clearly, free of emotional poison.

Always Do Your Best
This agreement makes the other three possible. When we simply do our best -- not more and not less -- we avoid self-condemnation and we have no regrets. Although our best is always changing, we continually strive to do our best.

12 febuary 2002
The writer probably knows what he meant when he wrote a book, but he should immediately forget what he meant when he's written it. -William Golding

I am in Kauai today.

13 febuary 2002

Three rules of work
byAlbert Einstein

1. Out of the clutter, find simplicity.
2. From discord, find harmony.
3. In the middle of difficulty lies opportunity.

14 febuary 2002

Valentine's Day. A kiss was set free for the winds to take to his lady in the East. A man spends his night in a suite alone. It is a special day for him and her. From afar, he felt the drifting distance between them. It's no longer the way it used to be. He felt her pain...he felt her hurting. He can no longer feel the presence that filled his space. Why have the universe let the crossing of their paths? He prayed may they both find the path leading to happiness and fulfillment. And the darkness of the night accompanied him until the rising of the sun. Tomorrow has began.

15 febuary 2002
Care is the main ingredient that kkeps true friends alive, despite separation, distance, and time. Care sustains love. Since I can't see you, let my care be with you. -Anonymous

16 febuary 2002
I'm so honored to have a friend like you. As we have breakfast together and talk of things about life, I can feel that you are alive. I'm leaving in a few minutes and be back to Maui. I'll see you again my friend. Congratulations, I wish you both happiness and prosperity.

17 febuary 2002
In a day, I tend to think of nothing but nothingness...perhaps there'll be something.

18 febuary 2002
The morning dew drops on my face. It's your sweet tender caressing kiss...I long for.

19 febuary 2002
The days that you were adrift took me to find you. You wished not to be found. Before I let you go I want to say I love you. I wish that it would be just like before I know I could have given you so much more even though you know I'd given you all my love.I know, someday, somehow, I'll find the way to leave it all behind me guess it wasn't meant to be babe.

20 febuary 2002
At 8:02 PM on the 20th of February it was 20:02 02/20 2002 (if you live in the US), or 20:02 20/02 2002 (if you live in Europe). Either way, its a palindromic time.

21 febuary 2002
I have finished my Intermediate MS Access class. Databases are important in our living aspects. MS Access was once a hard program to learn in the MS Office suite but after the class, I've learned a lot about database design and management. I'm interested in SQL and ASP programming. Wish me luck?

22 febuary 2002
I am Morpheus! When it comes to being mysterious, that's what you do best. You like to leave others puzzled and speak in riddles. You're not out there for the fame and fortune, you're just being yourself, doing what you do best. You're strong and courageous, and you're always the leader of the pack. You're skillful; people respect you, and you respect people.

23 febuary 2002
In moments like this, the Divine intervenes. What is that moment? Every moment like when you are happy or sad. alone or in a group.

24 febuary 2002
The skillful artist begins to master his art when he is presented the existence of an inspiration and a compensation.

25 febuary 2002
In 1986, a journalist wrote, "The Filipino people topple a dictatorship." How did they define a dictator? I was already in high school back then. After the strongman, other leaders came and promised a better life for the Filipino. What sets apart the Filipino from the rest of the world? I believe ultimate change is achieved when a government rules with an iron rod and giving equal justice to any one whether rich or poor. I guess as our isles are scattered in the ocean so are our ideals. Let's redefine the Filipino of the 21st century!

26 febuary 2002
Hippocrates advised: "Get knowledge of the spine, for this is the requisite for many diseases."

27 febuary 2002
If you have a time machine where would you like to go? I would go back to the time of execution by firing squad of Dr. Jose Rizal and save him. Perhaps he could have lived up to his ideals for the generations to come. Is he really a hero to the Filipinos? How do you define Filipino nationalism?

28 febuary 2002
It's the last day of the month. Time moves fast these days. Unable to fathom the depths of life's adversities. Misguided by self-righteousness. It's time to succumb to guidance of the Divine presence.