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02 november
2001
A poem written in reverence to a woman.
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woman
woman
you are there for man
have you noticed when he was alone
did you feel his heart beat?
a sense of longing
a void in his creation
the Creator listened
he took a rib while he's asleep
and made you
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06 november
2001
Nida Blanca. Why did they have to do this to you? You have touched
the lives of millions of people. I've lamented your loss. Your shall live
with us in our hearts. When I came to the Philippines fresh from the States,
your presence have been embedded in my memory as a kid. You made me laugh
while I was learning to become a Filipino in thoughts, in words, and in
deeds. May you rest in peace and your untimely death be brought to justice.
08 november
2001
Happy birthday to you my dear brother. I'm so glad that you are back
home defending freedom.
13 november
2001
Happy birthday Noemi. I wish I could greet you over the phone but
it is probably meant to be that that is the last moment for us to be together.
We made memories and I was happy to share to you the beauty of the island.
You are about to set sail. Your voyage is to be faced by storms. When
you need me, I'll be there for you. Bon voyage!
 15
november 2001
Happy birthday Dad. I wish you are still here with us. I miss you
much and I wish you could have waited further to meet her. You have been
a great father to us. Dad, rest assured, she will be found. I love you.
16 november
2001
You Should Be Mine
(Jon
Secada / Steve Morales / David Siegel / K.Machicote)
It was only
last night
When
noticed something wasn't write
Then
she looked in to my eyes
Left
me wondering
Feeling
like
Such
a fool
This
can't be true
Why
is this happening to me
I really
want you like you can't believe
I guess
I'm gonna play the game
So
before you go
There's
something you should've known
Chorus
I've
been thinking
That
you should be mine
Even
though you got a man, I'm sure you can
Tell
him goodbye
I've
been thinking
That
you should be mine
Even
though you got a man, I'm sure you can
Tell
him goodbye
I keep on
trying to forget
Sometimes
I wish that we had never met
I wouldn't
know how to explain
'Cause
there's no excuse for loving you
There's
so much I could lose
'Cause
there's no easy way
It's
not my place to make you wanna say
But
I know you want me to
Are
you ready now
It's
up to you
What
do you wanna do
Chorus
So now that
we both understand
What's really going on
Make no mistake girl
Say what you really want
Don't be afraid of what you feel
'Cause I'll be here for you
But
you gotta let him knwo
It's
time that he should go
If
you want me girl, you gotta show me
Chorus
17 november
2001
I'm putting up these walls between us. When you can break these walls,
you are the one for me. I am leading my life to be at its best with or
without you. Remember this, I do love you.
Where
art thou I searched for thee? Remember, we will meet in an unexpected
moment regardless of the distance between us for I have believed in all
my life you shall come to me on this tiny dot of this Mother Earth. You
will bring joy and touch the lives of people around you. When you shall
come, I would be there on that predetermined time and place that I never
expected you. I say these words upon the winds and I believe. I will search
no more and you shall find me. Do you have a name? Send it back to me
through the winds that brought you my message. It is your very essence
that makes me alive awaiting for your presence.
22 november
2001
I gave thanks for the blessings in my life. As I move along the path,
I learn each day about the gift of life. Life has so much to offer and
being a part of enriching other people's lives that I consider one of
the greatest accomplishments of one's self. Dear Lord, thank you for the
gift of Life.
23 november
2001
The spirit of wine engulfs the mind. Be careful. I don't want you
to be in peril. i wish I could be there and give you every ounce of tenderness.
You need me...
24 november
2001
...but for now I'll give you the space you need. Sometimes I wonder
about my worth to you. I hope you realise that I'm lost without you. I'll
find my way back to where I was...
25 november
2001
...I love you and you know that. What do I have to prove? Tell me.
I understand but you also must learn to be humble. I will continue on
the pursuits of my life. I shall come back when the universe have written
it in the heavens. I came like the passing of the seasons perhaps it is
your winter when you needed the warmth you need and then let me go in
the first signs of spring like the blooming of the flowers as they see
the sun. Where is this journey taking me, I ask this cosmic question upon
the universe.
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