01 october
1999
The second day of Maui County Fair.
Who wants to come with me? I went to the bookstore and read some books
while waiting for my friend at the coffee shop. I began to have an interest
with jazz music. That would mean addition to my music library. I enjoyed
drinking chai while reading. Preference? Hot or cold? Cold.
02 october
1999
A 24-hour fast from yesterday and ended
in the afternoon. It felt good and rejuvenating to the mind, body, and
soul.
I
was at the swap meet with my friend and looking for books and some veggies.
I've seen some old friends there selling there wares and handicrafts and
of course, las comidas. Yummy!
After
a few rounds at the swap meet, we spent time with my lola and have lunch
there. My little cousin was playful and talented. Sometimes, she's also
punky like Punky Brewster.
03 october
1999
Talent. It is learned. Gift.
It is acquired.
04 october
1999
It's a Monday. Ang daming work. Aaahhh.
Talagang ganyan sa araw ng Lunes.
05 october
1999
Maaga ako ngayon sa work. Napuyat ako
koz nagwork ako kahapon at night. Pagdating ko sa bahay, nakatulog ako.
08 october
1999
"Cast your burdens upon me."
says the Lord.
09 october
1999
As Time Flies
Tell me of things that you love to do
When you are alone searching something
You do not know
Alone, alone where can you be
I can't find you nowhere I plea
The flowers may have withered and died
But the flame continues to burn
As time flies
Elizabeth is a great movie. Volta is a dance.
10 october
1999
Non-activity is activity.
11 october
1999
A series of stories will be published
soon. Entitled Make it Happen.
12 october
1999
He is leaving. Yes, one of my best friends.
Sad, so sad. Even my other friends mourn. What matters most is the bonding
of good friends. Where's the wild turkey, Baby? Move on...where the wind
will lead you. Like a feather, you'll land to your destiny.
13 october
1999
Something for the Filipino. From
Times Magazine, Newsweek, Asian Wallstreet, Asian Review and others.
This is NOT my thoughts but if you happen to read this, search
yourself, explore your past, who you are.
Here
goes. You know 98% of Filipinos do not love their country. They don't
have this love that many other people around have. Do you know why?
No one knows why! But when you send these
very same people to anywhere else in the world they are the best and most
disciplined people on the world. This has been shown in many many magazines.
The next problem is because they arean't
nationalistic. They are nationalistic in a long distance way.
Unfortunately, it is genetic. According
to a lot of scientists. It is only the Filipino that is brought up like
this and has this type of personality.
Another reason why they aren't nationalistic
is because they hate their country and for what it stands for. Anytime
the Filipino is asked what nationality does he have. He will never ever
in his lifetime proudly say, "I'm Filipino."
By chance, will you ever see a Filipino
in a war say, like the Americans or the Europeans, "My country
needs me and I have to fight for my country's defense." Ano kaya
ang sabihin ng Pinoy? "Pare hindi guerra ko yan, dito na lang ako.
Bahala kayo diyan." Right?
Let not this mentality be amongst us
and the future generation of Filipinos. As our islands are scattered in
the Pacific Ocean, don't let our consciousness be scattered, too for we
are One People with Pride and Dignity.
14 October
1999
Joy Luck Club...what a fine movie.
If u watched it before, I would say it's a great movie. I learned a lot
about the Chinese culture and tradition. What is my worth? Am I worth
something? What am I? American and Chinese culture are so different...
What is meant to be free? What is meant to be obedient?
This swan feather has traveled from afar
and it's coming to you with its all good intentions.
June finally understood of what she is when
she finally met her older twin sisters in China and brought them all their
mother's HOPE and no EXPECTATIONS.
15 October
1999
The music you listen to shapes your
mood.
29 October
1999
What profiteth a man if he gains
the whole world and loses his soul.
30 October
1999
Echoes of the past. Forgiveness heals.
Start anew.
The
whole day was great and fulfilling and even reaching into the night. I
had a chance to learn from a sage--full of wisdom and empowerment.
31 October
1999
Halloween of '98. I was dressed in
drag. That was a fun night with my friends at Lahaina's Front Street.
Yeah, groovy baby. I saw Austin Powers there, too, doing the schwinging.
Tonight.
I'm here in the confinement of my solitude.
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