my heart speaks

the night is very dark and the wind had never blown that cold before…billions of stars wrapped the universe, they seem to gaze upon me with so much loneliness as i walk along the path of the riverside. i took the courage to have the steps of my life, to face the chaos that struggles within me.

i stared blankly on the dark flowing river. thinking of nothing but you…i pictured your face through the small waves that the water creates. i saw a smile that pierced my heart with agony.

this is the night when in my heart speaks… a single word coming from a friend bursts my soul, the river which was tamed by silence has now run wild. its waves consumed my eyes, drowned me deeper, pulled me stronger until i reached the very depths of the earth.

i was down on my knees, weighed down, crippled and beleaguered. my sobbing echoed in the valley of my spirit.my tears can never sum up the intensity of my anguish.

my heart speaks…it has accepted defeat…my heart speaks…and it says i love you…my heart speaks…but you never heard a word it said…you never knew..my heart speaks for you.